Apr 08, 2002 18:25
i am so freakin in love<33 =].. guess who just left? he had practice at 6:00, but im sure it got cancelled cause it's pourin down rain now. 4 more days til his prom!! im so excited. bonnie's gonna spend the night on thursday so she can come with me to get my hair and makeup done. i think im gonna call my dad tonight and tell him he can come by here on friday and see me if he wants to. im in a good mood today, so it couldnt hurt to be nice!!
im on ashley's laptop right now, she had me bring it home from school today cause there'e somethin wrong with it and she wants me to fix it. i like it so much that i dont think im gonna give it back, ;]. just kiddin ashley, you know i love you.
Joe rubbed my back today cause im hurtin again, and it felt so good. i don't know if it was just because he was doing it, or if it wouldve just felt good period. but it did put me in a better mood, i was really ill earlier. i love him so much. i just dont think that he realizes it. id do anything for him..he's everything to me. i know that in some ways thats a bad thing, cause id be lost without him. but i cant help it. it's like every day i love him a little bit more, and thats unbelievable to me because i love him so much already, its hard for me to believe that its possible to love him more. just the little things he does, like the way he eats, the way he smiles, the way he holds me. anyway, he just called my cell phone, so im gonna go talk to him!!