Oct 23, 2008 22:33
i have walked way too much today!!
first of all to college then back home, then from home, to the hairdressers and back home, then to town for work.
college was alright, even though it was only one lesson. i found out that the people who own/ed green and black's chocolate, that really pricey stuff, they sold the company to cudburys, and now run one of the best bakers in the country, which happens to be in the old town! i never actually knew that. and we may be getting the old icerink from like, 1997, renovated.
i left an hour before my appointment, cause i was unsure of how long it would take me to walk, as it takes me about 25 minutes to walk to college! guess how long it took me? 35 minutes! so i was really early, but my stylist, she fitted me in, chopped away, and now, its shorter! the fringe is still the same though, i need that! its like, my comfort blanket. walked back home, chilled out for a little bit, then left for work. it's been so windy here today, it's unbelivable! that's one negative side of living on the coast. when it's windy, it's windy! i was going to walk along the seafront (obviously not the side by the sea though!) but decided to walk uphill, behind places along the seafront. what a stupid idea that was! as i got higher, the wind got stronger, and like, everything was going everywhere, and my eyes were watering, then i got someting in my eye! it was probably funny to watch though, to anyone driving past.
at work, i found out lindz, my manager, isnt gonna be there this weekend, and me, caroline, jake, and lucy are gonna be stuck with stella! when lindz saw my face, she laughed. but luckily, the next two weekends after, stella won't be there, but she will, which is awesome, as i get along with her wayyyy better then stella.
i was going to catch a taxi home, but when i said about it, caroline called up her husband, and asked if they could drop me off, and save me having to wait in the dark. this woman came in before with her kids, and she comes in as we close, which is such a pain!! its the second time she's come in, spent ages being difficult, and then just goes. so, didn't leave work till about 7.30, and me and caroline should of finished at 7.00. then, when we where about halfway back in the car, it overheats, so we pull into a petrol station, and her husband puts some water in it. reece, her little son, is soooo adorable! he was sitting there in the back next to me, and is like, "ma mum?" and caroline turned around, and he was trying to be difficult, but i just kept laughing, as he was being all animated.
finally got home, quickly done my coursework due in tomorrow, and yeah, that's about it really.
yet again, im lounging around in my room, with a cup of tea, bar of caramel chocolate, and my house boxset. maybe ill just stay up into the early hours of the morning watching finding judas and airbourne. thankfully, i dont have to be into college until quarter past one, so really, i think tomorrow is the only day i get to have a lay in. this evening has just flown by. and it kinda sucks :/
i hate being single. i hate being the girl who is just the follower of the girls who get guys at the click of a finger. and it sucks. its not that i dont have confidence, i do. guys probably just think i look like a guy or something. ergggh. i hate the fact that everyone around me, either is in the early stages of a relationship, or been with whoever, for ages.
oh, i totally forgot what i was gonna say, but now i remember. when i came out the hairdressers, i popped into tescos next door. i phoned my dad to let him know id be home soon, and he was okay with it all, then suddenly he's like "me and wendy (aunt) are worried about you. we think your getting too thin" WHAT THE FUCK? seriously. I AM NOT GETTING TOO THIN. i totally appreciate them being worried, but, i hate when people say that, cause i start to get all concious about my weight. but its stupid, cause for the last year or so, ive been around the same weight, and i checked when i got home, and it was the same! so that shut my dad up about it. i bet my aunt will bring it up, next time i see her.
its not that i dont care about my weight, of course i do. but i just don't go checking it like, every five minutes, and eat dinner, then rush off to bring it back up. why do people think i do that? if i am looking thinner, its probably from actually eating healthily, and walking everywhere!!