Shes a brick and im drowning slowly..
It's so hard to believe than in 3 months ill be in college. In 3 months, I'll have a new room, a new bathroom, roommmates, a new everything.
It's pretty intense.
I printed out the list of things i need for college off the UCF website today..and i just read over it..and ther were all these things..that i have at home..obviously..and then i realized..i need my own...becuase im going to be on..my own.
It grounded me in a sense. It made me feel miniscule when compared to the world and many of its people...that i haven't experienced much in life..that im on the verge of the biggest step in my life.
I've conjured this perception of what it will be like. I wonder if it will really be like that. I wonder if i will be as happy as i think i will. I hope its all its cracked up to be.. I sure hope it is.
It's so odd. Im growing up. College is what big kids do..and have done.I won't be looked at as a high school kid anymore. I'm going to be in college..Im going to be where my older friends are right now..Do what theyre doing..Managing my time..Managing..everything..Managing life.
I have 48 full days left of school..which means probably around 55 dayts left..its just unreal..
Ok, well i need to stop..and do my stupid government homework..blah
<3 chelsea