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I'm pretty sick of Christmas.
I spent way too much money on a bunch of nothing for hardly anyone. And i dont know how it happened, so i'm pissed.
I didnt get my parents much this year. I got them four presents each, but nothing big or too great. I feel bad.
I hope Derek likes what i'm making him. [It's almost done]. I'll finish it tonight, i dont care what it takes, really. I'm so close.
I wish i could see my sister this Christmas because i miss her a lot lately, more than i have in a really long time.
I wish it wasnt December 23rd and 50 degrees. ?
I had a cheese and onion omelet this morning. They're always so good at the time, and then later in the day i just want to kill myself because my stomach always feels so crappy. Like right now.
So i think i'll go lay down. Until i leave to get fag.
Then, i'd really like to cuddle and watch holiday movies. [No but for real].
And that's all thats going to make me happy tonight.
Probably wont write in this til next week or something.
So Merry Christmas to everyone!!
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I spent way too much money on a bunch of nothing for hardly anyone. And i dont know how it happened, so i'm pissed.
I didnt get my parents much this year. I got them four presents each, but nothing big or too great. I feel bad.
I hope Derek likes what i'm making him. [It's almost done]. I'll finish it tonight, i dont care what it takes, really. I'm so close.
I wish i could see my sister this Christmas because i miss her a lot lately, more than i have in a really long time.
I wish it wasnt December 23rd and 50 degrees. ?
I had a cheese and onion omelet this morning. They're always so good at the time, and then later in the day i just want to kill myself because my stomach always feels so crappy. Like right now.
So i think i'll go lay down. Until i leave to get fag.
Then, i'd really like to cuddle and watch holiday movies. [No but for real].
And that's all thats going to make me happy tonight.
Probably wont write in this til next week or something.
So Merry Christmas to everyone!!
<33