My poem . . . about Sean

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I thought this infatuation wouldn't last
I tried to make it nonexistent or put it in the past
But just that one day I had to touch your hair
And that just made it worse and I didn't want it there
I don't know what to do. i don't know what to say
I wish I could just make this all go away
I messed this up but I just want to be a friend
But I'm afraid I that put that to an end
I don't know exactly what was going through my head
But I'm glad I had the courage to say what I had said
I wasn't crushed or hurt and I don't really care
I don't think we would even make that good of a pair
We're just to different and I knew this and much more
What I hated was you treated me different than before
You said you wanted to know me but we didn't even talk
The only time I ever saw you was when I began to walk
What made me mad was you made me wait
Just to hear that you didn't want to date
I saw you today, when you were in the car
You were right in front but you seemed so far
You looked back at me as I looked away
I thought I was over I thought I was okay
But there is this lingering part, a part that has stayed
You were the first guy I ever asked out and I hate what this has made