You

[xxmcr49xx]

why did you leave me here alone?
not with your words, just your tone
i never thought i would grow to this
but you brought me out and i drew a fist
i thought i was better, i thought i woudn't fall out
i had a plan and it had no doubt
but every time i talk to you
you pull me in and i don't know what to do
i wanted to leave and i tried to get away
but you made me feel that it's all okay
the worst of it though
is that you'll never even know
you live you life so normal
as i sit here akward and formal
i act as if i on't care
that everything is cool and fair
you make me jealous and insane
i never thought i'd feel such pain
i hate this so much and i begin to hate you
i'm afraid i don't know exactly what i'll do
i want this to end, i really do
i never want to think of you
why is it though, that i pushed you away
i do that every time without knowing the way
i did push you away and you had every right to leave
i want it back, i want to be at ease
all of it doesn't matter to me anymore
your nothing but a guy, your nothing but...(refuse)