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you know what i've been thinking so much during this winter break
..and i came to a conclusion that i really love me..
i love how im 100% polish
i love my family
talking to them on the phone yesterday was the best thing that happened to me.
i miss them so much :tear:
i love LA everything here, but really i'd give everything away to be there w/them
i've grown up her in the united states, but it's just not me
i try to tell myself that im here and this is where i belong,
but really that's BS i am me in poland that's my world.
i even talk, write better in that language then my home towns
im depressed here..my head is about to expload dreaming so much
i know im a freak for talking about poland poland poland 24/7 but that's just me
i wish people knew what i was going through.
when im there im just uhh no words for it, im soo just loving the world.
my life is complete
lots think im crazy saying you have so many oportunities here blah blah and in poland u'll be terrible.
you know what i don't give a shits, even me being poor there won't break my heart
when i listen to rmf fm- polish radio on the net or watch polish tv, it brings a smile to my face.
Even though i have so many friends here, half of them are polish.
i love you all, but i belong there..
it's like a different life there and i like it so much better
i am polish and im fucking proud of it.
i miss, but i'll get through it
153 to go.
ciau &heart
..and i came to a conclusion that i really love me..
i love how im 100% polish
i love my family
talking to them on the phone yesterday was the best thing that happened to me.
i miss them so much :tear:
i love LA everything here, but really i'd give everything away to be there w/them
i've grown up her in the united states, but it's just not me
i try to tell myself that im here and this is where i belong,
but really that's BS i am me in poland that's my world.
i even talk, write better in that language then my home towns
im depressed here..my head is about to expload dreaming so much
i know im a freak for talking about poland poland poland 24/7 but that's just me
i wish people knew what i was going through.
when im there im just uhh no words for it, im soo just loving the world.
my life is complete
lots think im crazy saying you have so many oportunities here blah blah and in poland u'll be terrible.
you know what i don't give a shits, even me being poor there won't break my heart
when i listen to rmf fm- polish radio on the net or watch polish tv, it brings a smile to my face.
Even though i have so many friends here, half of them are polish.
i love you all, but i belong there..
it's like a different life there and i like it so much better
i am polish and im fucking proud of it.
i miss, but i'll get through it
153 to go.
ciau &heart