it's been a while
so, it has been a while since i have written in here. i'd rather not do a list of events that have happened since i last wrote, but it will probably end up happening. so bear with me.
the last time i updated i was feeling a little in between a mix of enjoyment and disappointment. i'm pretty sure i know what it was about, and i don't know if it is still prevalent in my current situation. yet at times, i do see it. i make up these situations in my head as to what i believe would be perfect in my life, only to really experience life and find out that my perfect situations aren't perfect at all. i'm not depressed. actually i am having a good time right now. it is just that my thoughts run rampant throughout my head, and when i think they are gone, they come back when i don't want them to. if you read my situations about life and what i think of you away message, that's what i feel. otherwise, i'll give that rundown in a later entry. i don't feel like writing it down.
spring break was pretty cool. went to vegas for a few days. gambled, drank, and you know. saw a couple fun shows. then came back to sc. saw the world baseball classic, in which we saw usa lose to mexico. bad game. fuck it. then people started getting back. got smashed on st. patrick's day. went to see v for vendetta on the imax. then sunday came, and it was the end of spring break.
i have so much work to finish and exams coming up in a few weeks. then formal, registered party, maybe another trip to vegas to see my cousin, and... whatever may come. busy month.
anyways, i can't live in the "what if?" and i have to live in the "what now?"
next update: situations about life and what i think of you
the last time i updated i was feeling a little in between a mix of enjoyment and disappointment. i'm pretty sure i know what it was about, and i don't know if it is still prevalent in my current situation. yet at times, i do see it. i make up these situations in my head as to what i believe would be perfect in my life, only to really experience life and find out that my perfect situations aren't perfect at all. i'm not depressed. actually i am having a good time right now. it is just that my thoughts run rampant throughout my head, and when i think they are gone, they come back when i don't want them to. if you read my situations about life and what i think of you away message, that's what i feel. otherwise, i'll give that rundown in a later entry. i don't feel like writing it down.
spring break was pretty cool. went to vegas for a few days. gambled, drank, and you know. saw a couple fun shows. then came back to sc. saw the world baseball classic, in which we saw usa lose to mexico. bad game. fuck it. then people started getting back. got smashed on st. patrick's day. went to see v for vendetta on the imax. then sunday came, and it was the end of spring break.
i have so much work to finish and exams coming up in a few weeks. then formal, registered party, maybe another trip to vegas to see my cousin, and... whatever may come. busy month.
anyways, i can't live in the "what if?" and i have to live in the "what now?"
next update: situations about life and what i think of you