Oct 10, 2004 23:21
Who the hell names their kid Esther?
And furthermore, why must my brother's friends be so unnecessarily cruel all the god damn time?
One of my brother's many acquaintances, whom of which goes by the name of Jordan, has thrown my self-esteem on the ground and stepped on it. *has just made enormously emo statement* Not that my self-esteem was in one piece in the first place. He always makes these annoying comments about my appearance, points out my every flaw, and comes up with something mean to say every chance he gets. I want so bad to just kick him out of my god damn house, but I dunno...I just can't. Bleeeeeargh.
And on another note, (insert anonymous name here) is finally going out with (insert another anonymous name here)! I'm so happy for (insert anonymous name here) and (insert another anonymous name here)!
Okay, I'm starting to get repetitive. I'll stop now.
I'm seriously contemplating as to whether I should dye my hair black or not...not that you care...haha...but I really want black hair for some reason, even though I'm pretty sure I wouldn't look too good with it. I'm not one of those people who doesn't care what others think about them. I'm so self conscious in public it's not even funny. I'll be walking about the campus aimlessly with that Aaron Adams kid following me, and all these things will come to mind, such as is my eyeliner rubbed off? Do I look too horrendous to be around? Are my pants too small? Not to mention being subdued and reticent around large groups of people...ah yes, where was I?
I don't know. Shall I dye my hair black and shock the judgemental public with my horrid appearance?
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