Why does things always have to go wrong....

[xxmannie143xx]

Hey, things always go wrong dont they. Just when things are looking up... something bad happens... grrr, Well lets see here, Jeff and I are taking a break, and my Grandpa Phil called to tell me that my Grandma MaryAnn died. This all happened Tuesday night. Then Wed, I went to work and told my boss about me leaving for the wake, and he said ok, and then I went out with Dezi and Christina to get my mind off of things, We went to Jeff's house so I could talk to him about the mistake I made by saying I wanted a break and now everything is all good with him! *Yeah* I love him soo much all I did was think about him that night and I dont even know why I said I wanted to take a break, He means sooo much to me, I love him! lol... *Muahzz baby! Then the rest of the week has been DEZI CHRISTINA AND LAURA time! Yeahhh! lol... We have soo much funn 2gether! lol... like going to Denny's and THROWING UP! Sorrryyy! lol... ooopppsss... never get a milkshake again! lol... Update more later, going out with the girls again 2night! I need to have some funn before I'm out for the weekend wake...Well last night was funn minus the fact that I didnt feel well.. Dezi sooorrrryyy for leaving you with them! lol... Leaving today at 2ish, gunna see my baby before I leave! Yeah, Imma miss him, I really need him for this weekend. but I can't always get what I want. But atleast I can see him before I leave to go away. Hopefully I see him on Tuesday after school. This weekend is going to suck soo bad, I dont wanna go, I dont want to believe that my grandma died. It didnt happen. We did soo much for her, but I know that she was in pain, and she wanted to go. Her kids didn't even care, they are some fucking assholes. I hate them. Wow I have to go pack and get ready for a bad weekend, I'm staying a few extra days with my mom so Im not sure when I will be home.

*Mitzy

**Jeff 7*20 I love youuu!
RIP:
Miguel *#25* *7*28*05
Uncle Johnny *7*30*04
Grandma MaryAnn *8*30*05