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wow its been forever since i wrote in this thing...
well i made the biggest mistake of my life... i did something totally stupid and messed up the best thing i had. yeah im a loser i know and now.. i feel like everything was just ripped away.. and nothing will ever be the same again. i feel like just shooting her in the face. but then again.. she makes him happy i guess... i mean he still says he loves me and he doesnt want to hurt me but yet.. hes killing me inside. i mean COME ON! its either me or her and idk what to do anymore because obviosly he cant decide...
::i know you well enough to know you never loved me::