May 26, 2006 08:11
List 10 things you want to say to people but you know you never will.
Don't say who they are, use people only once.
1. I hate you every time you hit me. And you can't know what that does to someone. It makes me miserable. I forgive you; I always do. But one day I might not. Don't put me in that position.
2. Don't act like her! It breaks my heart. I'm going to feel bad for some of the things that I say to you one day.
3. I can see you. I can. And I know that you understand me on some level. So don't leave the room next time.
4. Don't grow up like them. Don't you dare. I'm worried about you, and I want you to be happy. That's why I'm trying. I'll be someone for you.
5. I wish you would hold my hand.
6. I still like you and I wish I didn't.
7. I can figure out a way to be happy. It takes work and I know that. I am happy on most levels. Artistically. Socially. You know, the stuff that counts.
8. Shut up.
9. I'm trying to be a good person. So don't look at me like that. Please.
10. You probably don't know that I can't stand you. That I can't even look at you when you walk in a room. And I can live with that. I'm okay with that.