Do Not Disturb
its 80 degrees in my house and i cant stop shaking i must be shaking to keep from crying...i sit around thinking im crazy or paranoid or whatever but then just as ive been convinced that im delusional it turns out im not at all or at least not at much as i thought i may be oblivious to somethings but i know when things change i know that i am always honest to those it matters to be honest to and when its most pertinent...see it would seem to me that honesty is not something that should be asked for but something that should be offered up when it is pertinent not after the fact cause then it would appear to be something worth hiding or something that you know would be wrong or viewed as wrong by the person you didnt tell gee it would seem as though everything is cycicular sometimes you have to give stuff up to gain what you really want or maybe its not what you wanted at all...all ask is honesty...all ive ever said is "you can only be so mad at someone for the truth cause the truth is what it is, but if you lie or hide it then your just asking for the truth to hurt that much more"....am i more in awe of the audacity or crushed by the pains of treason...its a toss up....
(sorry guess i wasnt finished with previous blog)
(sorry guess i wasnt finished with previous blog)