Happy/Confussed
Lately schools sucked. Well it alwayz sucks but it's worse now. I've been hanging out with Kendra a lot lately and hurting Ashleigh and making her pissed at me and shit. I've tried to be with Ash as much as I can but it's hard when she's only in like 1 of my classes and all I get to do is admire her fom like a few feet away cause Mrs. Fasky doesn't like me being around her and she narly gave me a detention for sitting next to her. Ughhh fucking little kids!!!! There talking shit about me cheating on Ashleigh with Kendra and it pisses me off and Ashleigh almost believed it!! What the fuck esa!? I tried my hardesr to convince her that I'm not but in a way she still believes it deep down. I truely love her with all my heart and I'm real sorry for ever hurting her. Well Last week I almost cut my hand with the saw in tech ed twice:p. I punched the tech ed window today and that shit hurt! It bruised one knuckle and it kinda cut my knuckle too. I walked home with Kendra today and it was sorta fun. My dad almost ran me over but I did kinda run head on at the van:p. Oh oh oh, last night I ha a wicked bad migrain and I couldn't take my mind off the pain so I whispered out Ashleigh's name till it stopped. Then I whispered to myself that I wish she was there to take care of me.