The Morning After I'm Stuck In Your Throat.
So tired ! Long night at John's couldn't sleep, drove around with Aaron til around 7 this morning.
Aimless driving has honestly never been so aimless hahah. Good times, good talks, good friends.
I'm pretty sure groundings ruin my life because I wanted to make this week work.
I need to get my life into gear, figure out what I really want and go for it. I need to regain
confidence
determination
will power
motivation .
I don't know if or when I'll actually do all the things I write about on this god damn thing or if it will be just another 'I want to take control of my life' entries. I guess we'll see?
All I know is that ruts fucking blooooooooooooow + feeling so terrible day after day and realizing it but not doing anything about it is probably the worst thing I could ever choose for myself. I need to keep in mind that life isn't going to stop while I attempt to grow up or while I figure out how to organize myself, it's just going to continue regardless.
I'm pretty sure if I was sleep deprived and had good conversation after effects constantly I would stop being such an asshole & start being eighteen.
Grow up, Amy.
Aimless driving has honestly never been so aimless hahah. Good times, good talks, good friends.
I'm pretty sure groundings ruin my life because I wanted to make this week work.
I need to get my life into gear, figure out what I really want and go for it. I need to regain
confidence
determination
will power
motivation .
I don't know if or when I'll actually do all the things I write about on this god damn thing or if it will be just another 'I want to take control of my life' entries. I guess we'll see?
All I know is that ruts fucking blooooooooooooow + feeling so terrible day after day and realizing it but not doing anything about it is probably the worst thing I could ever choose for myself. I need to keep in mind that life isn't going to stop while I attempt to grow up or while I figure out how to organize myself, it's just going to continue regardless.
I'm pretty sure if I was sleep deprived and had good conversation after effects constantly I would stop being such an asshole & start being eighteen.
Grow up, Amy.