eternally the optimist
As ive always told myself my mind and self and stuff usually prevails, it sounds so dramatic but its true. Being behind all the stuff thats been scaring me to death allows me to take a better look at things and finally have some perspective.
Im forever going to be dramatising everything i think, but i think i just over analyse everything sometimes, to a point where i'd rather be a complete emotional wreck than leave myself vulnerable to the pain that taking chances can bring. All sounds kinda psycho huh?
Maybe sometimes i find it hard to beleive what i have, i think honestly ive kind of prepared myself for dissapointment alot of the time or something.
So here i go analysing everything again. I was prepared to stick to my "Resolution" even though i didnt want to call it that.. and already im breaking it.
Maybe its time i let go. Just let go.
What was all that stuff i promised myself?
Things couldnt be more perfect im going to enjoy them. I cant say how lame this whole entry was... anyway, have fun kids.
<3
Im forever going to be dramatising everything i think, but i think i just over analyse everything sometimes, to a point where i'd rather be a complete emotional wreck than leave myself vulnerable to the pain that taking chances can bring. All sounds kinda psycho huh?
Maybe sometimes i find it hard to beleive what i have, i think honestly ive kind of prepared myself for dissapointment alot of the time or something.
So here i go analysing everything again. I was prepared to stick to my "Resolution" even though i didnt want to call it that.. and already im breaking it.
Maybe its time i let go. Just let go.
What was all that stuff i promised myself?
Things couldnt be more perfect im going to enjoy them. I cant say how lame this whole entry was... anyway, have fun kids.
<3