Man i wish i was a gypsy
How cool are gypsy's? I really wish i was one. They're the mega best.
I might as well be one.
They're just so funky. Today is such an up/down day, ive been listening to music all day and found that i have a floor in my room after all, its been hiding form me all along. And sometimes i feel so elated, and that nothing can bring me down, and then i kind of let my guard down and stuff does get me down.
Hard to explain.
Sometimes i think im so blind,like im staring something in the face and i dont even realise.
And then it hits me and its worse than if i had just dealt with it.
I think maybe in some ways im used to dealing with sadness by avoiding it or pushing it away. And its not good.
Im not going to go into details cause im sure no one wants to know about my family stuff.
But its making me think.
Anyway, right now im feeling good about who i am and my life etc. And its a good feeling.
Im off.
<3
I might as well be one.
They're just so funky. Today is such an up/down day, ive been listening to music all day and found that i have a floor in my room after all, its been hiding form me all along. And sometimes i feel so elated, and that nothing can bring me down, and then i kind of let my guard down and stuff does get me down.
Hard to explain.
Sometimes i think im so blind,like im staring something in the face and i dont even realise.
And then it hits me and its worse than if i had just dealt with it.
I think maybe in some ways im used to dealing with sadness by avoiding it or pushing it away. And its not good.
Im not going to go into details cause im sure no one wants to know about my family stuff.
But its making me think.
Anyway, right now im feeling good about who i am and my life etc. And its a good feeling.
Im off.
<3