HE IS AMAZING!!!

[xxluvyaxx]

okay so today i went to the movies...with this guy friend of mine.. and he is such a sweetheart and i've had a crush on him forever. and i think he is adorable. and i know that he likes me so far...but i wanna know how he truelt feels about us. and i dont know and its bugging the shit out of me and it freaking me out.. like i am all nervous to read what he replies back to my message i just sent him that he wont get until tomorrow..which sucks. i know that i really like him...there is just something that makes me like him alot. i dont knwo what it is. its like this feeeling ive never had before in my life, not even with people ive dated for like a year or more. i mean you knwo its like a little kid that wants the candy but they know they cant have it right then and there without asking. thats about how i feel right now... like i am still waiting for that answer so i cant have the candy or be dissappointed that i cant have the candy. [weird way of putting it..but it works] i know that i like him and i know that ive been saying that i dont really want a boyfriend right now... but there is just something about him that makes me change my mind. he is amazingly nice to me.. and he is the person who always makes me smile, i mean i smile because of him when he isnt even around. i mean if a guy can do that, you know that you like that person... but ive never had a guy be able to make me smile when they are not even around and im not even talking to them. i dont know. i think i am just nervous that he isnt going to like me like that...and that he doesnt want the same thing as i do...but i dont know.

♥Paige Christyne♥