update!!!

[xxlust4bloodxx]

HEY ...well its been a long time since i used this thing and i have a bunch of new things to put in hmm where to start ok...this last 2 months have been chaotic completely mary and me have been haveing a blast WEE ....we have done so much ...we spent alot of time with my friend chris doing fucking crazy awesome, stuff...then in oct. my grandma got sick so we had to go to ny ...so i went out every night with a diff. person saw almost everyone ...then one night i came home and on my myspace was this really serious message from mary ...she didnt tell me what about just that she had to talk to me ...so i call her up ...im all bouncy and happy ...she starts crying and im like whats wrong ...come to find out chris was dead...he has killed himself on saturday the 15th so im freaking out i have to go back to fl immediately so i call up my dad and we left for fl ...oh and on top of it on the 16th phill and tara died in a car crash they were friends of mine from up north ok so we bring rachel (my older sis real sis) with us ...so i get back to fl and everything is just fucked up cause ontop of chris dieing i have to move out of my house so im moving everything while hanging out with rachel and figuring out all this chris stuff...man i must have gone through a carton of cigs the stress level was that high ...ok saturday comes chris's service thing ...so me and mary go its so fucking emotional everyone crying its just ahh ..it was so draining thankfully scouty was really supportive THANKS SCOTTY! he has always been super nice ...but like i was saying so me and mary go back to my house get uber fucked up ... then we drop her home ...so then we get a phone call ...my grandmother died ..so now i have to get back in the car drive again up to ny so then this time around spent most of the time at the wake funeral so forth with my family ...i started to get really sick physically ...then we realize we dont have a house to go back to fl to ..WERE HOMELESS ..ahh so we were gonna stay in ny and my dad go back to fl to get us a house but of corse not so we get in the car drive 22 hours to Pensacola fl to stay with my uncle ...then my dad went and got us a house ...and were leavein to go to it tmw ...but the thing is i havnt been in school all month ...and i have many absents before this ...so now im flunking ...everything ...ahh ...im like grrr...the stress leval is up through the roof ...and i miss all my friends in orlando i havnt seen them in like a month ...and i miss chris so much ...and on top of it me and jeremy are just blah ..i dont think we even have enough of friendship to even try to save so for the passes month i spent most of it wasted or so high i cant even remember what i did in the 1st place...and i did most of this alone...isnt live peachey ......this month has been nothing but failure and death ....im done with it ...im outtie this was my update on my life adios
~Daria~

R.I.P Chris Daley ~10~15~05 R.I.P Tara & Phill 10~16~05 R.I.P Olymipa Demeter ~10~22~05