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[xxlullaby]

in my  dream there was a fashion show it was for wedding dresses. oana was one of the models and i was jealous beacause shes so beautiful and perfect and shes always the one thats doing beautiful people things. i remember helping her get ready for the show and then i remember crying because someone yelled at me for trying to help her with something. i remember watching the show, trying to get a good spot to watch, and i remember feeling left out because i wanted to be the one in the show. i didnt not want her in the show, i just wanted to be beautiful enough to be in it with her. she even picked her own dress and everything and i just sat there watching wishing it was me that beautiful.

i guess i feel that way in real life too
shes so beautiful and perfect
and i love her to death
but sometimes i wonder why shes the one thats so blessed.

two new shirts;