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you know, i think its crazy how everyone you know changes. its 4:30am and my mind is wandering like crazy. the thoughts thru my head are so random and scattered. theres so many options to fill these gaps of hopes and wants and desires but what you chose makes the biggest difference in the world. right now im feeling overwhelmed with all the situations im in right now.
to be completely honest i am happy with everything right now. things are good life is good. im glad its summer. i miss these late nights, but some things just arent right, and somethings need to change. sometimes i hate no tknowing the future but for the most part,i love it. my outlook on my future is so broad, but i just know itll b good.
it hurts to see these kids, my friends, ones i love and care about make the wrong decisions, but in the long run, it helps me. i hate seeing people do stuff i wouldnt do, but, thats their choice and i learn from it. im so proud of all the choices ive made. and im not afraid to say that. all you kids out there that might disagree for me to say something like that, i hope u take care because im sure theres just something u did that you regret and its eating away at you.
but anyway, as i said earlier, my mind and thoughts are just scattered so bad tonight and im not sure why. everything is just really crazy, but if i could i wouldnt change a thing.i love everything right now and the things that are conflicting with me right now, i know are only happening for the best of reasons.
but as for tonight, or this morning which ever you consider, i figure now its time fo rme to head off to bed. all these thoughts might run my mind wild. and for some reason ending this entry with a thank you seems acceptionally fitting. so, thank you, to whoever read may 4:30am rambles.
to be completely honest i am happy with everything right now. things are good life is good. im glad its summer. i miss these late nights, but some things just arent right, and somethings need to change. sometimes i hate no tknowing the future but for the most part,i love it. my outlook on my future is so broad, but i just know itll b good.
it hurts to see these kids, my friends, ones i love and care about make the wrong decisions, but in the long run, it helps me. i hate seeing people do stuff i wouldnt do, but, thats their choice and i learn from it. im so proud of all the choices ive made. and im not afraid to say that. all you kids out there that might disagree for me to say something like that, i hope u take care because im sure theres just something u did that you regret and its eating away at you.
but anyway, as i said earlier, my mind and thoughts are just scattered so bad tonight and im not sure why. everything is just really crazy, but if i could i wouldnt change a thing.i love everything right now and the things that are conflicting with me right now, i know are only happening for the best of reasons.
but as for tonight, or this morning which ever you consider, i figure now its time fo rme to head off to bed. all these thoughts might run my mind wild. and for some reason ending this entry with a thank you seems acceptionally fitting. so, thank you, to whoever read may 4:30am rambles.