closure
kind of an iffy thing
since I can't be sure if he really told me everything he felt.
but I feel a lot better since we talked on sunday.
I still don't really want to talk to him, and he doesn't seem keen on talking to me either.
But we had a good time after that talk. Despite him making me a tad upset.
I'm over it now though, I don't even think of him in that way anymore.
Funny how I can change my mind so quickly.
Even my subconscious, since I started having dreams about someone else again.
We hardly ever talk since I moved, but lately I've been dreaming about him more and more.
And the dreams are so realistic, when I wake up I almost think they really occurred.
But then I remember where I am and that feeling of rejection kind of seeps in.
But then again, I'm happy right now. A little lonely, but happy.
It would be nice if some people weren't out of the country and/or in other states. But I just need to make it through July.
And honestly, I just won't this school year to end, I could care less about senior year..
I just want to go to FRANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
since I can't be sure if he really told me everything he felt.
but I feel a lot better since we talked on sunday.
I still don't really want to talk to him, and he doesn't seem keen on talking to me either.
But we had a good time after that talk. Despite him making me a tad upset.
I'm over it now though, I don't even think of him in that way anymore.
Funny how I can change my mind so quickly.
Even my subconscious, since I started having dreams about someone else again.
We hardly ever talk since I moved, but lately I've been dreaming about him more and more.
And the dreams are so realistic, when I wake up I almost think they really occurred.
But then I remember where I am and that feeling of rejection kind of seeps in.
But then again, I'm happy right now. A little lonely, but happy.
It would be nice if some people weren't out of the country and/or in other states. But I just need to make it through July.
And honestly, I just won't this school year to end, I could care less about senior year..
I just want to go to FRANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!