THIS IS SHIT
fuck drama. this is such shit. i hate it so fucking much.
This is like, beyond bad drama.
Crap. So Andrea isn't even like friends with me now because she doesn't want to be involved in this anymore. Well I'll tell you, I sure as hell don't wanna be in this anymore. Nicole like refuses to talk to me. She's like "I'm not strong enough to talk to her". Whatever.
im just so incredibly sick of this. i want to work this whole thing out. i wanna talk to people. ive hung out with like 2 people this summer and i want to hang out with my friends. i apologize to everyone for my overreation and stubborness. i just really want to be okay again. i hate this drama, and i have too much to deal with right now. my plate is full.
i hate this. thank god Blakeley is coming over to talk to me/comfort me. about time somebody did.