How Did it come to this?
How did we get here? How did I Get here? how the hell? 6th grade is forever ago and i cant let go. One person has changed my life so much.The first guy i EVER fell in love with. It is stupid to let my self get hurt again by him but i am compelled to see him. I want to let him know that My life wouldnt be where it is if i never met him... I love him so much that there is not a day that goes by when i dont look to the sky and think of him. I couldnt control him i watched him slip away so fast...i cant understand this. How did I let him slip away? how could I...I would die just for one more day when we were young...talking about video games we were the children of dreams...now those dreams lay broken on the bathroom floor...those days when we were young. so fresh and ready for the world. we thought we would take the whole world on! with me and Josh by my side everything seemed so possable...but you cant...I CANT....without him life felt so empty but I delt with it...everything in life went on going I thought it would stop just for me...Only you Josh know how i feel at all times...without you I am a teenager...when we are near i feel whole again my other half...I Promised you...I WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU ALWAYS I said that as tears ran down my face...I have never found someone like you nor do I think i will...I hope by doing this something will happen...what road will we take? sperate but always on eachothers minds or as friends side by side...brothers friends?
will it means that its the end...and I am alone?
will it means that its the end...and I am alone?