I'M THROUGH THINKING OF THINGS TO SAY TO YOU!
So school was very boring today. Nothin kool happened. Then I came home and this wierd person IMed me tellin me he was likmypenis. Wonderful.. -_-
Then Sarah came over at 6ish and we watched Van Helsing. That was fun. Then she had to go home and that was depressing. Then I got home and my father told me to check his e-mail. He told me to check the Erickson one. Apparently he's been goin behind my back to see what hw's I've been missing. WTF!
So then I yelled at him for it because he's been ignoring me when I need him and only talking to me about college and school. WTF! It makes me so mad!!! I kicked him out of the house. Ya I know it sounds stupid. But he's not gonna stay and just let me yell at him for the bad shit he does. He doesn't care enough to listen to it.
WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The thing is a week ago I found out about him goin behind my back. After he PROMISED me he'd leave me alone. And I said I'd do fine by myself. And I've been doing wonderful so far! But he doesn't trust me with anything!! And just a few min ago I found an e-mail he sent to my math teacher which said he wants an update of what homeworks I miss. WTF!! I KNEW she wasn't lying to me. And he denied it this whole weekend. But I FOUND THE EVIDENCE!! AND NOW IT PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH!! I HATE HIM SO MUCH!!
HE NEVER LISTENS! HE ONLY WANTS ME TO BE AN A+ STUDENT LIKE HIMSELF!! WTF!! I'M SO SICK OF THIS SHIT!! HE'S NO FATHER!
Last night I accidently stepped in cat puke. I told my father that the cat puked and that I stepped in it and he yelled at me as if I did it on purpose!! I asked him if he would clean it up and he yelled at me cuz he was busy watching the base ball game! Then he yelled at me cuz he didn't think I finished my h.w.
He can go suck dog shit off the road for all I care. I can't take it when I call him and he doesn't respond until I yell at him after calling him at LEAST 10 times. And he was in the next room. I find it so hard to NOT hit him. The urge to give him a blow to the stomach is so strong that it hurts and my arms stiffen and they start to hurt. Then it goes to my back and I have to run somewhere and calm down. Maybe I should tell shaw's to give me all the hours possible so then I never have to come home again. Would that send a message?
I'm gonna go to bed now. Comment if you care. Ttyl.
Then Sarah came over at 6ish and we watched Van Helsing. That was fun. Then she had to go home and that was depressing. Then I got home and my father told me to check his e-mail. He told me to check the Erickson one. Apparently he's been goin behind my back to see what hw's I've been missing. WTF!
So then I yelled at him for it because he's been ignoring me when I need him and only talking to me about college and school. WTF! It makes me so mad!!! I kicked him out of the house. Ya I know it sounds stupid. But he's not gonna stay and just let me yell at him for the bad shit he does. He doesn't care enough to listen to it.
WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The thing is a week ago I found out about him goin behind my back. After he PROMISED me he'd leave me alone. And I said I'd do fine by myself. And I've been doing wonderful so far! But he doesn't trust me with anything!! And just a few min ago I found an e-mail he sent to my math teacher which said he wants an update of what homeworks I miss. WTF!! I KNEW she wasn't lying to me. And he denied it this whole weekend. But I FOUND THE EVIDENCE!! AND NOW IT PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH!! I HATE HIM SO MUCH!!
HE NEVER LISTENS! HE ONLY WANTS ME TO BE AN A+ STUDENT LIKE HIMSELF!! WTF!! I'M SO SICK OF THIS SHIT!! HE'S NO FATHER!
Last night I accidently stepped in cat puke. I told my father that the cat puked and that I stepped in it and he yelled at me as if I did it on purpose!! I asked him if he would clean it up and he yelled at me cuz he was busy watching the base ball game! Then he yelled at me cuz he didn't think I finished my h.w.
He can go suck dog shit off the road for all I care. I can't take it when I call him and he doesn't respond until I yell at him after calling him at LEAST 10 times. And he was in the next room. I find it so hard to NOT hit him. The urge to give him a blow to the stomach is so strong that it hurts and my arms stiffen and they start to hurt. Then it goes to my back and I have to run somewhere and calm down. Maybe I should tell shaw's to give me all the hours possible so then I never have to come home again. Would that send a message?
I'm gonna go to bed now. Comment if you care. Ttyl.