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why the fuck do i hate life right now? Oh, let me tell you.
my parents are always yelling at me. i dont get it. i thought i was a good daughter? mmm guess not.
sometimes, i just wish they could read this so they dont have to TRY to squeeze the life outa me.
then other times i realize how fucking jelous i get. i mean, its okay to get jelous every now and then, but i get jelous so fucking easily...and i hate it. becuase then it hurts me. but i dont wanna say "ur not allowed to have any friends that are girls" cause that'd be like him telling me i'm not allowed to have any friends that are guys. and that's stupid and irrational (did i spell that right?)
but its kinda hard to sit at home, when your not feeling well, and ur head is spinning, and u know that ur boyfriend is out with 2 really pretty girls, that you dont know. But, you do know taht they're really good friends, but she was hanging out in his room. i mean i dont wanna sound like a bitch (but i bet i do) but like i dono.
i trust charlie i really really trust him!
i just dont trust ppl i dont know. and i'm sure there is nothing to worry about. but everything looks surreal in my mind.
gah. my mom just read all of this
and she saw my xanga.
this is all just great...just...dandy.
lets all kill lorrie from the inside out.
thanks world.
my parents are always yelling at me. i dont get it. i thought i was a good daughter? mmm guess not.
sometimes, i just wish they could read this so they dont have to TRY to squeeze the life outa me.
then other times i realize how fucking jelous i get. i mean, its okay to get jelous every now and then, but i get jelous so fucking easily...and i hate it. becuase then it hurts me. but i dont wanna say "ur not allowed to have any friends that are girls" cause that'd be like him telling me i'm not allowed to have any friends that are guys. and that's stupid and irrational (did i spell that right?)
but its kinda hard to sit at home, when your not feeling well, and ur head is spinning, and u know that ur boyfriend is out with 2 really pretty girls, that you dont know. But, you do know taht they're really good friends, but she was hanging out in his room. i mean i dont wanna sound like a bitch (but i bet i do) but like i dono.
i trust charlie i really really trust him!
i just dont trust ppl i dont know. and i'm sure there is nothing to worry about. but everything looks surreal in my mind.
gah. my mom just read all of this
and she saw my xanga.
this is all just great...just...dandy.
lets all kill lorrie from the inside out.
thanks world.