Dec 20, 2004 13:36
So, something happened last night. Charlie did something that i'm worried about. I trust him but these kind of things scare me. But i dont wanna be one of thoe stupid whiny girlfriends that's like "you cant do anything without DYING" but like at the same time what he did scares me...but i dont want him to know that i worry about him. but ahhh i love him so much and ppl are gay and are like "oh ur too obsessive" or other shit like that. i dont care...he's good for me. he's something to keep me happy. Obviously "most of" my friends arent helping with that so he does.
I love him and i dont care what you think.
He stops me from cutting. everytime i want to. i picture his face when he'll see it. dissapointed and sad. and i dont want that for him. he's my best friend, my boyfriend, my comfort blanket, my favorite song, my sunny day.
everything i could ask for.
so stop bugging me about what makes me happy.
cause i dont do that to you....
do i?