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[xxlivetodiexx9]

HeY..today was very boring. i'm sick of school. i hate it. i hate everything right about now. me and racahel got in a big ass fight..that didnt go to good. and my dad is pissed off about it too..i dunno..it just seems like everything that has to do with me is falling apart. and i hate that. i hate the way that feels. i'm tired of being sleepy all the time. maybe i should go to the doctor. i act different at school then i do at home..like..i guess i just dont want people to know that im not happy. i dont want it to seem like im just doin it for attention..so..i dont act like me at school. its really weird. i dunno. im really worried about my mom..even though, she didnt really say anything to me when i saw her at thanksgiving. and, she dosent eat anymore. she has lost like 30 pounds. its rediculous. i swear its because of my gay step dad..if she eats like, a hamburger or french fries, he's like, you know you shouldnt eat that. he made the mistake of telling me i shouldnt eat mcdonalds and my mom was like yeah savannah you shouldnt..i blew up..i cried..it was mean anyways..im sick of complaining..i wanna be happy.

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