happiness vs sadness
last night was another one of those crazy drama filled nights!...we went to j.t.'s again!...and we still had that 151 from the other night so we drank it!..well..lets just say weston has been having a bad time lately...jeeze if i were him i would have already killed myself!..and all he has to do is eat a candy bar (diabetes!)..its easy suicide!..but no he hasnt done that YET!...instead he just got drunk and really pissed!...and uhhh..punched a wall!...and broke his hand!!!!..we went and took him to the sanford hospital and were there for at least 6 hours..maybe more!!!! i dunno...im gonna just chill now..let weston cool off..i'll sit at home and watch tv..all day like i used to do....cause i guess ive been causing alot of chaos ..without even trying?!...but besides all that shit...i hung out with david..beam..brendan..and ovie!..while we were waiting for weston to get outta the hospital..we all had a bunch of really long conversations last night..about almost everything!..it was cool i guess....but shit now that i think of it...i cant remember how much damage was done last night!...now i consider myself a peaceful person..whatever happens ...happens...dont try to make it happen and dont try to stop it from happeneing!...everyone needs to calm down...if i were weston...i wouldnt be mad about not havin a car..job..mom..or a life...i would be so fuckin happy!...that would be the life...i would sit in my cave all day ..and eat oreos!!!...man that guy should be happy!!!!!!!!!