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well today was good and bad ..i am definitely graduating early woo fucking hoo! i hate DHS..and every single cocksucker in it!..but everything was goin ok until i bumped into trebor ..he was higher than a kite!..and i have discovered that he has a new girlfriend..JAMIE STONESIFER! or however u spell it..jamie is cool but lets just say shes not the cleanest person and shes not someone you would want to marry!..i just hope he is careful with all the std's and stuff out there!...but thats not what bothered me really..what bothered me was that i didnt teach that kid one god damn thing.. he is still immature and he still does drugs and he is still throwing his life away ..but its been worse since ya know he is "sooooo over me"..i hope jamie knows that! must suck goin out with someone who is in love with someone else?!?!?..those slits on his wrists arent there for nothin..i dont quite regret going out with robert..yet..because ive learned from my mistakes..and ive learned that you can not..no matter who you are...you can not change someone!..ive been thinking about the 2 years of my life ive wasted and it sucks..and for some reason he is still there haunting me...i still get pissed when he does something wrong..or when he does too many drugs!..i guess i still see him as my little boy in a way..and i dunno if thats ever gonna go away..then after all of this happend..i go and cry to weston about it! of alll people..i go to weston..thast the perfect way of getting your boyfriend to think ur still stuck on your ex...but weston is a great person and he understood..thats why i love him soo much..he is SANE!..but anyways i dunno..im just gonna sit here and try to forget ..im gonna kick this