wow...
um yeh my son is going to be a year in 7 days. how scary is that? it seems like just yesterday i was holding this tiny lil baby in my arms, rocking him til 2 am, wishing he'd fall asleep so i can finalyl go to sleep, only for him to wake up screaming at 3am again...haha. but seriously., time flies by too quickly and before you know it, a part of your life is already history.
everythings going...well going. shits been pretty rough lately, but im getting through it, one day at a time. Erik and I have been a long way, and our relationship is just getting stronger and stronger. Somedays were at each others throats, but then we make up aftr like 10 min, so its all good lol. All that matters is that we love each other with everything that is in us, and we can make it through anything.
My medical shit is just not going away. Ive been through a million tests, and they still dont know whats going on. They want to run more tests and I just dont know how much longer i can stand it. My stomach is just all screwed up, and i cant take being sick anymore. Ive been sick for the last YEAR now, and i feel like ive missed out in my sons life bc i spend it in the bathroom, or feeling like i have no energey whatsoever. Im afraid to leave the house bc i cant be that far away from a bathroom. I just wish the doctors would find out what is wrong with me already so i can get on with my life! And all these dumb tests are just making shit worse.
UGHH. well thats my ranting and raving.
til nxt time.