Sep 06, 2005 21:30
quick update:
work SUCKS...i DO NOT like the ppl im working with AT ALL, and i dont like how things are going,, im puttin in an app for a medical billing job with Mobile Life, with complete health benefits n evrything, so if i get it, i might leave windsor academy...i cant take it ANYMORE. it just sucks, i finally get the hours i want, but i cant take all the bs...go figure
school....so far,, its not too bad, idk how my italian class is gonna go,,some days i think i got it, n others i just feel so lost. today, i felt lost. but i think thats just bc id had such a bad day, and all i wanted to do was curl up n cry. but this guy joe seemed just as lost as i was, so we partnered up, and tried to catch up. and thn theres this weird old guy that wouldnt stop staring at me, and if it werent for joe, i prolly woulda been raped.
my loverr--things are going well, despite the fights here n there, but, thats who we are, n itll always be like that. things are def in the 'seriousness' category, and i couldnt be ANY happier. i really never thought id fine the one so soon, but i did, and it just feels soo good knowing that i have someone, that wants to spend forever with me too, and someone that i can always count on, always has my back, and always gives me a shoulder to lean on. its just so comforting. n theres no question or doubts about the love. its there BIG time, and we both know itll be there forever. and i cant wait for december <3
other than that, not much has been going on....school. work. hw. time with the loverr, and with my bestests. thats about it.
til nxt time..
'evertime i look into your eyes i realize all i live for lies in you..'