Jan 07, 2006 00:28
Ok everything is going really good.
Im doing really good in school.
I have only really missed like 3 days of school this hole year.
I had gotten sick onces and I had to take my baby girl to the doctors the other two times.
I think every thing is going to be ok,,,
Im not sure on what I want to be when I get older... I was asked that to day by a tacher and I could not answer her. I had it going though my mind all day after that. I think she wanted me to think about it and start plainging for it now.
I was listen to this song when I got home too and I felt weird like I love this song but I feel like crying at the same time Its
Mr. Bright side by The Killers.
I was singing and then I looked in the winndow and saw my self I remember or flash back to the time in my mind with Jay and I and the month that my baby was made or concived in.
and how Lea and I was not allowed to go over to his house and we did any ways and things happen and now I have to still pay for what happen and I was thinking about it,,, I have to pay for this my hole life but lea walk away feel handed. We did the same things but nothing happend to her.... I asked god why me but I did not get any thing back lol I dont know Im not mad at her but you know you have to ask your self things sometimes and why is a good and comman question. have to go baby is up