upset...

[xxlilgamelinxx]

well lets see i woke up this morning at 9am and got ready and everything then around 1045 i went and picked up jons lil sister then we headed up to the hospital.. i was there for 1045 till just now..man i feel soo bad for him he was in soo much pain..he laughed at times but then again the pain he was in it was soo sad seeing him like that i seriously just wanted to cry... his girlfriend was there and her friend kelsey...then steven eric nick tc andrew and this other kid came up to see jonathan there was liek 10 people in the room it was nuts lol...they found out they are doing surgery on him on wednesday and i am most likely going to miss school and my mom and i are going to go up there and be with him his mom his lil sister his brother and his grandmother but yeah...im glad i got to see him and i have been spending these last 2 days with him...im just a wonderful friend...right jon:-) then steven got mad cause i told him that he shuld spend more time with his friend and that i culd bring him home n he got a attitude about it and stormed off and they ended up leaving..but whatever he has known jon longer then me and i was there 2 days in a row with him and 1 of the days for about 8 hours but wahtever...im out im only writing in this thing to keep my mind off things and what not..later..

xoxo rachel xoxo