My weirdness and some boys
Okay I would definitely say my life situation got better. School doesn`t sucks sooo bad anymore, I guess I just needed some time to get into it. We wrote the first exams, Math and Spanish, in Math I was even the first who was finish. Another reason why school isn`t that bad anymore, is that we got a new Englisch teacher and I am pretty sure that he will be ten times better than our bitchy teacher before.
So school doesn`t kill me anymore and the best tomorrow is the last school day and than I have two weeks vacation *YIPPI*. In this two weeks I will go to a hairdresser, get my body piercing and my Granny has birthday, she turns 80.
But that shouldn`t mean that I have not any other problems. Maybe not exactly problems I am more in an awkward situation. It is about boys.
First there is this one guy, I actually don`t know him so good. He is a friend of a friend of mine and because he cycle sometimes with us together back home, we got to know each other. And since that he always greets me when we see each other, but this isn`t the problem is more the way how he do it. He hug me, but in a way...I don`t know how to explain. But the point is that it is sometimes so exaggerated that it gets really embarrassing for me when he do it in front of friends. But the worst is when I am sitting with some friends somewhere. And as soon as he sees me, he comes and sometimes he even push himself through the others so he can sit next to me. But that is still not enough, no the last time he also had to lie his arm around me.
W-h-a-t- -t-h-e- f-u-c-k. I never gave him any hints in this way, no I actually think that I showed him enough times, that I don`t like it when HE do things like this. He is sooo not my type and it`s not only the way he looks like, I actually don`t "really" like his personality, either. He is "nice", but not more.
Secondly there is this other guy. I knew him by sight for a long time. Then he was, I think a month or something ago, two weeks in our class, because he didn`t done a school work experience.
At this time I didn`t really notice him. But then shortly before the two weeks were over ...BOOM and I found him suddenly sooo great and handsome.
Now I have still two courses with him and I see him pretty often in the school as well.
And, oh my god, I always have to look at him, no to stare at him.
Sometimes he looks at me, too. And then I always think, what he has to thinks about me. I guess it is something like `why the hell is this weird girl always staring at me, doesn`t she has any other hobbies?´.
I seriously try to forget him, but when you see a person every fucking day it`s kind of hard, belive me.
I really start to believe that I am only interested in someone, who is obviously not in me!
So school doesn`t kill me anymore and the best tomorrow is the last school day and than I have two weeks vacation *YIPPI*. In this two weeks I will go to a hairdresser, get my body piercing and my Granny has birthday, she turns 80.
But that shouldn`t mean that I have not any other problems. Maybe not exactly problems I am more in an awkward situation. It is about boys.
First there is this one guy, I actually don`t know him so good. He is a friend of a friend of mine and because he cycle sometimes with us together back home, we got to know each other. And since that he always greets me when we see each other, but this isn`t the problem is more the way how he do it. He hug me, but in a way...I don`t know how to explain. But the point is that it is sometimes so exaggerated that it gets really embarrassing for me when he do it in front of friends. But the worst is when I am sitting with some friends somewhere. And as soon as he sees me, he comes and sometimes he even push himself through the others so he can sit next to me. But that is still not enough, no the last time he also had to lie his arm around me.
W-h-a-t- -t-h-e- f-u-c-k. I never gave him any hints in this way, no I actually think that I showed him enough times, that I don`t like it when HE do things like this. He is sooo not my type and it`s not only the way he looks like, I actually don`t "really" like his personality, either. He is "nice", but not more.
Secondly there is this other guy. I knew him by sight for a long time. Then he was, I think a month or something ago, two weeks in our class, because he didn`t done a school work experience.
At this time I didn`t really notice him. But then shortly before the two weeks were over ...BOOM and I found him suddenly sooo great and handsome.
Now I have still two courses with him and I see him pretty often in the school as well.
And, oh my god, I always have to look at him, no to stare at him.
Sometimes he looks at me, too. And then I always think, what he has to thinks about me. I guess it is something like `why the hell is this weird girl always staring at me, doesn`t she has any other hobbies?´.
I seriously try to forget him, but when you see a person every fucking day it`s kind of hard, belive me.
I really start to believe that I am only interested in someone, who is obviously not in me!