Jun 18, 2006 19:55
i really don't know what to do with myself anymore. i keep telling myself not to care about stupid little things that really mean nothing but i can't help it. every little thing grows into something huge when it's in my mind. i can't take it.
tomorrow i'm going to the beach with my friends. it should be fun, i'm excited.
20 lbs to go. then i'll be a happy little girl with no worries.
if my french teacher puts me in summer school, i will really turn into a crazy person. i am such a fucking sweet girl but if she does that, she will push me over the edge. so lets all hope, for this womans health, that i passed.