"she isn't real
even knowing the fact that friends depart when it is there time to exit your life, when the lesson you needed to learn from the is learned, it is still hard to say goodbye.a friend is something held close to you, something to carish, and when something that close to you is lost completly, it is an extermly hard thing to deal with. i have betrayed a friend through my igronance, and for this i am eternally sorry, i dont know what i could do to save our friendship, if anything at all is suficient .forgivness for this i belive is out of the question, because i do not deserve it after my acts, but i can not hide the fact that she will always be in my heart, regardless of if i am in hers....