Feb 02, 2009 21:46
I've been noticing that lately I find it harder and harder to smile.
At Acupuncture today I got some needles in my face. I fell asleep and dreamed about Subway. For the rest of the day I had a mark between my eyes that looked like I'd gone to India.
I sat outside Bauhaus drinking coffee with Dawn. People watching is fun. I smoked a cigarette and felt gross.
Sarah slept over on Saturday and we disgustingly slept until 2 in the afternoon and then sang The Final Countdown.
Yesterday I only left my house so I could buy tampons and mouthwash. Ice cream might have slipped into my basket, too.
I downloaded the Day Man clip from It's Always Sunny just so I could put it on my phone.
Parker's grandma died. She's in Memphis and I miss her.
Ever since I played Little Big World with Josh it's all I can think about.
Tomorrow Jessica is going to play keyboards with Skanktuary.
I miss my best friend more than anything. I think about it literally every day, but I don't talk to anyone about it because I secretly think they will think I'm an idiot for caring still.
All I want to do is move away. To the other side of the country.