I can feel my life about to change
There's a creepy guy who lives in my apartment building. If there is one more incident with him I'd feel safe saying that he's stalking me. I looked up traits of stalkers today at work when I was bored.
Common traits of stalkers:
Won't take no for an answer- Check
Has an obsessive personality- Check (wore rubber gloves while flailing arms at me, rewashed a load of laundry I touched)
Above average intelligence- Don't know about this
No or few personal relationships- Most likely. Lives alone. Creepy.
Lack of embarrassment or discomfort at actions- Check
Low self esteem- Mumbled a lot?
Sociopathic thinking- Don't know about this
Has a mean streak- Don't want to find out
Usually I have no problem telling assholes to fuck off, but for some reason this guy really creeps me out. I start sweating, my heart races and I can't breathe. My mom is sending me a package in the mail of mace and a pocket alarm.
I went to Minneapolis with my work over the weekend. It was amazing and inspiring and I loved it. I brought back so many things that I want to use in my job. Seeing those amazing stylists made me want to be more. I'm working so hard and I try every day. Minneapolis is a beautiful city. It's so alive but everything is slower there than in Seattle. People just take their time.
Chad might move here. It would make me so happy/excited that I might die. But I would never ask him to change his whole life around if he didn't want to. I wouldn't ask that of anyone I care about. But I think that someday it'll happen.
Someday I'll live far away from here. Hopefully not alone.
I have a coon tail.
Common traits of stalkers:
Won't take no for an answer- Check
Has an obsessive personality- Check (wore rubber gloves while flailing arms at me, rewashed a load of laundry I touched)
Above average intelligence- Don't know about this
No or few personal relationships- Most likely. Lives alone. Creepy.
Lack of embarrassment or discomfort at actions- Check
Low self esteem- Mumbled a lot?
Sociopathic thinking- Don't know about this
Has a mean streak- Don't want to find out
Usually I have no problem telling assholes to fuck off, but for some reason this guy really creeps me out. I start sweating, my heart races and I can't breathe. My mom is sending me a package in the mail of mace and a pocket alarm.
I went to Minneapolis with my work over the weekend. It was amazing and inspiring and I loved it. I brought back so many things that I want to use in my job. Seeing those amazing stylists made me want to be more. I'm working so hard and I try every day. Minneapolis is a beautiful city. It's so alive but everything is slower there than in Seattle. People just take their time.
Chad might move here. It would make me so happy/excited that I might die. But I would never ask him to change his whole life around if he didn't want to. I wouldn't ask that of anyone I care about. But I think that someday it'll happen.
Someday I'll live far away from here. Hopefully not alone.
I have a coon tail.