Aug 28, 2008 00:28
So I graduated.
But all day all I could think about was my cousin having colon cancer. My uncle died, my grandma and now who? I wish more than anything that Michael will be ok. He was like an older brother to me when we were kids. I love him and I don't want to lose him, too. He's only 25.
And my cousin Christina might have Cervical cancer. Despite the fact that we were always at odds as kids I love her and I hope she will be ok. How much shit can happen this week? In three days?
I tell everyone that asks that it's ok but I'm really scared.
My family wants to spread my grandparents ashes on the beach the day after Thanksgiving. I don't know that my boss will let me go.
My family is falling apart.