Sep 07, 2006 23:37
i shud be having the fucking time of my life, away at college.
why am cant i have a good time?
why cant i fucking move on?
why cant i have the time of my life?
why do u have to be in my mind?
i want to get away and have the time of my life
i need to get away and have the time of my life
i have so many feelings rushing through me. shud i follow them? should i stay the fucking same?
why was i like that? why cant i get away from "that" feeling? why do i think it'll start again? thats why i cant move on, because its too hard to fall back in love with someone.
although i have awesome friends up here and i am doing well in school. and i love what i am learning and i finally feel like i am doing what i want, and working towards it
gnite