For you
I wanted to tell you this, and maybe you'll read it and maybe you won't, but I hope that you can take something away from it.
It doesn't get any easier. Things will only get more complicated and more difficult. And some days its going to suck. And some days you aren't going to want to get out of bed, but I hope that you do. Because none of this takes away from the fact that its all worth it. Whether you believe me about that right now, or not, please try and remember that. I may be one of the most cynical people you know, atleast outwardly, but I know what love is. It may be a long time coming, and you may lose it the next day, but its beautiful. And once you find it you aren't going to want trade that experience for anything. All of those bad days, all of those mood swings and tears...they're worth it. I promise you...
I'm sorry.
It doesn't get any easier. Things will only get more complicated and more difficult. And some days its going to suck. And some days you aren't going to want to get out of bed, but I hope that you do. Because none of this takes away from the fact that its all worth it. Whether you believe me about that right now, or not, please try and remember that. I may be one of the most cynical people you know, atleast outwardly, but I know what love is. It may be a long time coming, and you may lose it the next day, but its beautiful. And once you find it you aren't going to want trade that experience for anything. All of those bad days, all of those mood swings and tears...they're worth it. I promise you...
I'm sorry.