Your point?

Aug 29, 2006 00:07

So, maybe I am...what difference does it make? I can't apologize for not being everything that everyone expected. This situation is pressing and I'm boxed in. Its making me realize why I ran in the first place from everything conventional. From everything that I hated about a delicate situation. Maybe if you'd just realize that I can't replace it. Not for you and not for me. Let it be. Let me be. And you can create excuses to make yourself feel better...to try and convince me that this is what I want, but I'll ultimately decide what I want. And I want you to understand that this isn't me.

So, maybe I am...what difference does it make? Because I'm happy this way. With my choices and my plans. I'm happy with my flexibility. Call it what you will, call me any name in the book, because its probably true, but where does that leave you? Because I'm still not convinced. When will you realize what's real?

So, maybe I am...what difference does it make? Because maybe this wouldn't be so upsetting if your expectations weren't so high. If you stopped fighting the flow for a minute and let it go. I'm only cruel because you've made it impossible not to be.

So, maybe I am...what difference does it make? Because I refuse to fix you. And the only one who can fix me is me.

So, maybe I am.
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