Mar 10, 2008 01:43
Have never felt a stronger attachment to something than the 黄城 experience today. Approximately 16GB of photos from the past 3 days, what we feel now may fade with time but the memories will last forever. Suddenly everything is over, and I really 期望着明年的演出。 During 谢幕 tonight, looking at the J3 seniors singing along to 唱一首华初的歌 from the 2nd floor, I really felt this overwhelming sense of pride that I'm a part of this 黄城 community of SUPER CRAZY AWESOME people. Though I wasn't directly in the fray of things like the 演员 and 道具 people, nothing can replace this experience. Glad I made the right choice in not running.
To me 摄影 wasn't only about keeping hold of the memories (freezing time) and letting people remember what used to be, it also gave me the opportunity to meet random people. Alot of people claim that photog is a very independent and individualistic thing, which is true cause its one person behind the camera, framing the scene. But I think one of the best aspects of photog is having the opportunity to meet and connect with a wide scope of people. You also learn to chiong and grab moments before they pass you by. Active, not passive. Get people to pose, cause it's their memory too. And maybe I ate less 黄城 dinners than everyone else, but in the end, once a 黄城人, always a 黄城人。 So even after all the complaints about organisational and directional problems, I'm staying. And hopefully I'll be able to improve some things next year.
I have nothing to do on Monday. Suddenly feel very lost ._.
Falling asleep now, so will go to bed ~
黄城棒!