love and the backdrop
from here the broken girl sat on a swing and watched the world fade into grey and every color slowly blanked its way through turning pages and weary song lines sung by her favorite faces with not so pretty voices.
skip forward into the future and remember the things that tied you down... was it worth the smile and good times for the tears shed on your over sized pillows? was the queen size bed really worth it when you have to sleep alone? with closeness comes comfort and with distance comes familiarity.. step into the new and cross over to the side of the door where people are smiling just for you.
Had a very good weekend…talked to some people that I haven’t in a while and it felt good.
and now I’m having a rough day.
I figured out that I suck at life, I can never do anything right… and I always fuck everything up. I’m just good at that, right? I just should give up right now.
…I’m sorry.
today is my Uncle Kevin’s birthday and were having my grandma and grandpa over for dinner.
should be nice.
The notebook comes out tomorrow and I really really want it.
so if you want to make Lauren happy go buy it for her
or just cuddle and hug her
…that would make her happy too.
;)
the past is in the past.
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p.s Ilovemygirls!! xxxoxo