this makes me sick to my stomach.
This week I've been hanging out with Christina a lot and lovin' it. Also with the lovely Katie, we had our snow day Thursday, and we enjoyed it. Yesterday I had a lot of fun with Aim and Ashley. And tonight should be exciting, i can't wait. Happy late Birthday Kara...I love you beautiful. <3
I've been really emotional lately, well acctually I take that back...I'm usually emotional. I don't know whats wrong with me. I can't help it.
Tomorrow my family is having a memorial for my Uncle. We're having so many people over here, what fun. I'm dreading it because people are going to be crying non-stop. I mean why even have this, if everyones going to be crying all day? But then again i'm going to be with my family, and I absolutely love them....so i guess I'll just have to make the best out of the situation.
I can't believe its been a year, it went by too fast. It seems like yesturday I was digging in the garbage for all the roses i threw out from him the night before he passed and calling stephanie and asking her for the rose i gave her back. ohh god i was so upset. And it seems like yesterday when i was at the funeral home looking at my grandma and grandpas first expressions when they first saw him lying there. It was the worst feeling in the world.
I just wanted to thank each and every one of my friends and all the other people that I really don't talk to anymore...( and i'm sorry ) THANK YOU for everything. <3
My girls- I must get annoying because I just get into my moods when I just think to much about everything, and I just break down. And you guys are always there for me. So I just wanted to say thank you for being there for me when I needed someone to talk to. Each and every one of you are amazing people and I'm so grateful that you are all my friends. I love you all for the bottom of my heart.
And to Joe, thank you for being there for me through everything, you were always there for me and i wouldn't of known what to do without you. I'm so thankful that I had you during that time, I would have gone crazy. So thank you for always being there for just the talks and every hug, It meant a lot to me.
...andiwishyouwerehereformenow.
i love you all. xox
Rest In Peace Uncle Kevin
i love you and i miss you so much