Jan 03, 2004 02:37
wow i never even realized i'd miss Kristen so much..i feel so bad wen i do stuff wit everyone and she's not there..i always loved to hear wat she had to say about everything..and to hear her laugh..i'll just be hanging out wit Kait and Danielle and Carmine and Rob and Sean and sometimes Shannon and Courtney and i'd think that i don't feel like hangin out wit all these people and just wanna go and hang wit Kristen..and then i remember that i'll never ever be able to hang wit her again..she's gone..for good..and i hate this and wish none of it was even happening..idk why it had to be her..ANYONE but her..god i didn't even know how much i really loved her..New Years sucked cause no one wanted to celebrate..no one was in the mood to..well now i'm just chyllen cause KAit went wit Dani to get her hair done..and Carmine and Rob went to go pick her up just now..and Sean's sleeping..haha so i'm just here..we might go bowling or to the moveis tonight just to get out and do something causde my fam is laeving tomorrow which really sucks..so yea i gotta go now tho because i'm goin wit my mom and Trish to make copies of pics of BeAuTiFuL Kristen..buh bye..much love! .xox. leave a comment..<3 Krista <3