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okay lets see....I dont remember where I left off....but yeah...so Jayme and I have been dating for about 5-6 months now...not very long I know...for being engaged anyways....we live with 5 people, 7 people including us...which I love most of them....but they are all fucking pigs...like really...there gross...and I hate it...my house is gross all the time...and it was making me miserable everytime I came home...so jayme and I have talked to everyone and to ourselves and we have decided to move out together...just me and him..our own little apartment...eeeii...but were going to wait a few months until Im off my probation with sears...so I can get fired for nothing in the next few months...and as Im on my probation Im going to save money for when we move..IM so pumped...I love him so much...but still...he really needs to work on his temper..the other night we got in a fight and he put a hole in the wall...not the greatest at controling his temper...and he snapped on me for no reason...so we talked about it..and I talked to his mom and jayme is willing to go to counciling in order to keep us together...which I am greatful for...because when he was that mad yesturday, I could see my dad in his eyes...I really could..he looked at me with such aggresiveness that I saw my dads face..not a good sign..he siad he never used to be this angry...but as he got older he noticed it more and more...key words that my mom told me when she started dating my dad.ew. but I love him very much, and counciling and pills have HELPED my dad...so if it gets worse, even with the counciling I will make him see a doctor...but we have put that behind us...and everythings okay...we were broken up until this afternoon..it sucked...what else..oh..we are kicking marky out...if he doesnt have a job by april 1st...due to the fact that we have talked to many of his former roomates who maria is friends with..and they told us that hes one of those people that live off you for free and dont expect to find a job..which is total bullshit..we were nice enough to let you live here, and sleep here, and use our computer, and eat our food, all for free..the least you could do is find a damn job and start paying your own way. but w/e...its over and done with..hes been here about a month now..and hes gone applying for jobs twice...no call backs...but w/e...enough is enough..maria wants to kill him...shes sick of people using her and all of us...but I dont blame her. so yeah thats about the gist...I dont know what else to say, but if I remember more, I will deffinatly add in...love you all....Kimmy