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i went to this battle of the bands thing last night. it was alright. jos band came third. i saw kelly and jess there. jess was quite drunk. and was calling me beautiful and saying she loves me. the things drink make you say. lies.
debbie texted me before i was going out last night. i'm not gonna say why she did because i don't think she would like me saying. plus it's not really fair. she was really upset and all i wanted was to just be there for her. and to actually know what to say for once. but i couldn't. all i could think of was her sitting in her room, crying and being alone. and i couldnt fuckin be there. do you know how that feels. really.
just hold on debbie 'cause i'll always be here. you're my best friend. and when you cry i want to hold your hand. when you cry i want to understand. when you cry i want to hug you so close to my heart. i want to be there with you everyday. to understand everyword you say. i want you to look at me in the eyes and smile. when you see my tears saying i love you. and when you're tired we'll go to bed. and i'll hold you there and kiss your head. and when you wake in the morning i'll still be there. and you'll probably giggle at the mess of my hair. i'd make you breakfast and run you a bath. i'd make your bed and you'd take me out. we'd walk in the rain without coats. we'd hold hands while we walk. you'd jump in a puddle and wet my clothes. you'd laugh and i'd pretend i'm not impressed. then smile and say it doesn't matter 'cause i'm already wet.
and when we would get back to your house we'd put our clothes on the radiator. and sit there in warm towels drying each others hair. we wouldn't bother getting dressed again and just put on our pyjamas. and watch trisha and laugh at all the mingers. we'd sit on your sofa and your legs would be laying on my lap. the time would pass so quick and we'd watch a film together. when it had finished i'd kiss you goodnight. and watch you sleep with me thinking 'i can't believe you're my best friend'.
debbie texted me before i was going out last night. i'm not gonna say why she did because i don't think she would like me saying. plus it's not really fair. she was really upset and all i wanted was to just be there for her. and to actually know what to say for once. but i couldn't. all i could think of was her sitting in her room, crying and being alone. and i couldnt fuckin be there. do you know how that feels. really.
just hold on debbie 'cause i'll always be here. you're my best friend. and when you cry i want to hold your hand. when you cry i want to understand. when you cry i want to hug you so close to my heart. i want to be there with you everyday. to understand everyword you say. i want you to look at me in the eyes and smile. when you see my tears saying i love you. and when you're tired we'll go to bed. and i'll hold you there and kiss your head. and when you wake in the morning i'll still be there. and you'll probably giggle at the mess of my hair. i'd make you breakfast and run you a bath. i'd make your bed and you'd take me out. we'd walk in the rain without coats. we'd hold hands while we walk. you'd jump in a puddle and wet my clothes. you'd laugh and i'd pretend i'm not impressed. then smile and say it doesn't matter 'cause i'm already wet.
and when we would get back to your house we'd put our clothes on the radiator. and sit there in warm towels drying each others hair. we wouldn't bother getting dressed again and just put on our pyjamas. and watch trisha and laugh at all the mingers. we'd sit on your sofa and your legs would be laying on my lap. the time would pass so quick and we'd watch a film together. when it had finished i'd kiss you goodnight. and watch you sleep with me thinking 'i can't believe you're my best friend'.