Feb 28, 2004 21:59
i HATE planning.
today has been so fucking boring that i could of died. and i will even put that in writing for you.
i planned to meet fiona in the day to talk about things with her, but then that went wrong. i didn't mind, but it would of been really cool to just hang out. seeing as iv only ever been with her in school. and i wanted to talk to someone.
then tonight i might of been staying at a friends house. but she didn't get in touch. so i'm guessing she is babysitting after all. would of been nice to hear from her to say though.
is that so much to ask for?
do i ask for so much?
i want someone here beside me to hear what i have to say. to understand how i feel.
i can't even give her one hug.
x